Tuesday, August 02, 2005

I'm in such a foul mood today. I am bitchy, grouchy, and totally fed up. It's a culmination of so many things: our apartment (I can go on for hours about that), our debt (ugh), the play (getting on my nerves), my weight (double ugh), etc, etc, etc. I think a lot of it has to do with coming home from Florida, the Nationals, our first family vacation and just having that "crash" feeling. There was so much build-up to it and preparation and expectation and work. It was the sum-total of a whole year - and now it's over.

I'll get over it. Tomorrow I'll clean and grocery shop. Things will hopefuly start looking up by the end of the week. Sigh. I need a hug.


Deanne said...

(((HUGS))) Sounds like you had fun away though! We've yet to go on a vacation but I'm sure some year we will! Things will start getting back to normal. I think that coming home from vacation would seem like such an anti-climax - a sharp halt to the speed and fun and such. . . Hope it gets back to normal soon!

Anonymous said...

Ugh, I know the feeling. I always feel that way around my birthday--which is this Thurs--I build it up--the build up is always more fun and it's always sorta flat afterwards. Blah. And I'm right there with you with the weight. Ick. I feel pregnant, and if my period comes when it's supposed to, man I'm fat. LOL!

Go ahead, bitch away about your apaprtment if need be. I know I've found that very cathartic in the past. Sometimes it's good to see it written out.

NYCitymomx3 said...

Thanks Deanne and Patrice! :^)